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It’s been a weird day. Half starts. Poor finishes. I really shouldn’t be allowed near a stove. I burned the pine nuts for the salad because my salad was so beautiful it just begged to be photographed. It cooed at me, I swear and in the moment I forgot the pine nuts on the burner. Just a moment is all it takes. Yeah, I know. There are reasons I’m not the main cook in this family. The potential to burn down the house is one of them. Adding insult to burning, I haphazardly started into a pizza dough recipe that calls for 3 cups of flour with only 2 cups of flour on hand. It was messy and gooey and decidedly not pizza! Fortunately, IZ rescued the evening with Fultanos—not homemade, but still pizza to accompany my beautiful, if distracting salad.

Speaking of poor finishes: I don’t know how it got to be the night before Valentine’s! Sadly, all the dreamy plans I had in January have dissipated in the whirlwind of February. And they were such beautiful plans. Plans of flowers and chocolates and all things lovely and yummy and downright sinful for all my beloved friends. I did think of you. But then, my 10 year old stirred a whirlwind of his own and I got preoccupied with facilitating his new venture and… And! And now it’s the night before Valentine’s Day. No hearts or flowers for you. But I adore you all. You know that, right?

When the days get this disconnected, I like to sit down to cup of tea with Snickers. She makes things better in her, “I’m the center of the Universe” way. She’s not supposed to be on my tea table but I’m feeling indulgent. I’m not really the boss of her anyways. It’s nice to sit in the company of someone this self-contained, especially when feeling so at a loss for ends. Sometimes, you need to pause the day and just BE.